Hhhmmm

Not sure where to start my blog today,so far its been a pretty nothing kind of day,though i’ve enjoyed spending some quiet time with Paige and Summer.
Later this evening i plan to start my search for a suitable Mother’s Day pressie for my Mam and do some general wedding related stuff.
We’re having a wedding registery set up so people can donate whatever they like to our weddingmoon. Graham wants me to put a pic of me and him on it so i’ve had a look at some of us together,he always looks great whereas i look awful. I’m not blaming the camera …i’m blaming my ugly awful fat face lol. Not sure what i can do about it though really,i’ll never be in a position to be able to afford to buy myself a whole new face,well unless by some miracle we won the lottery. I can pretty much live with the way i look anyway,just providing i don’t think other people are actually looking at me. We can’t afford a dvd of our wedding as that photography package is way out of our budget and rather than be gutterd i almost feel a bit relieved. If it was only me,Graham our parents and our children that watched it then that’d be kind of ok but the thought of anyone else watching it makes my stomach do backflips. I’ve no idea how i’m going to feel when i see myself in wedding pics either,i hope there’ll be at least one in which i don’t look like a total troll.
I sometimes think i might be really weird lol,then i realise that i can’t be that weird or cosmetic surgery wouldn’t be so popular so there must be a lot of other people who don’t like how they look too.
On that note i found a website www.newlookmostwanted.com that lets you give yourself an A list virtual makeover with new hair etc,i haven’t checked it out yet but it looks like a possible place to waste some time ! (I waste mine mostly in the evenings when i probably should be ironing or moping the floors or doing some other equally exciting domestic bore…i mean chore

Right well moan over,i’m counting down to wine o’clock (7pm that is). Willing the clock to go faster,i swear once it hits 5pm it starts going one minute forward and 3 minutes back !